beginning to believe

these slow songs i listen to trying to forget you
remind me of you the second time i hear them
the songs i write about everyone else
remind me that i wasn't writing about you
everything leads back to you eventually
when you're obsessed with something
you see it everywhere because you're looking for it
happy endings make me wonder where you are
and tradegies help me feel so much more
you still keep me awake at night, thinking
how you would feel if you read every word
you are so perfect when i dream about you
i never want to wake up, you have me still
i don't miss you, but i'll always love you
and somethings i hope you'll never hear