lovers and friends

there was a moment when i found out
this town isn’t where i want to be
it is almost new years eve
and you still aren’t here with me
somewhere far away i can see
this place where my dreams are replaced
i’ll find you there one day
holding on to the last sunday i can remember
i finally know i can’t be there
even after everything i’ve seen
i’m still working on not trying to go there again
with all i’ve conceived i still believe
i’ll find what it takes to not love you anymore
i was too weak to not let you leave
now i’m not strong enough to make it alone
with all of these shades of grey
between lovers and friends
your means to an end
i’ve been looking through your eyes
and you don’t see me anymore
but it’s not me I want to see
i wanted to know do you still love me